hmmm

well well well.. where should i begin? the heading is trapped so maybe i should start there, you see my life is quite usual comparing it to most people, however inside i feel trapped and dont know how to get out. i finished high school last year and when everyone used to say uno its the best part of life, i never ever believed them. looking back i had so many friends, now im just friends with the people i work with. all of my school friends have uno moved on with their lives, gotten jobs, studying, and some are even still partying hard like they did last year. i just seem to be stuck in a rutt. my two high school best friends have gone their seperete ways and we have had a falling out. now we dont see each other at all and i miss them, i mean it was only last year that we all were hanging out on the soccer ovals at school, playing netball, cheering our touch team along the side lines, shopping, hanging out at the beach and just doing all the random stuff that we used to do. now its like none of that ever happened. they both have boyfriends and that's their life, i mean dont get me wrong boyfriends are fine, i even have one.. but its like everyone else is moving on and im stuck in this little glass object surrounded by people but dont feel a thing or have a thought except the memories of last year. i dont know what to do with myself some days. im studing at university and working and seeing my boyfriend as much as i can but i mean when im not doing those i get upset and think that all of my friends were sooo close and now its like it never was. i know i know.. people go their seperete ways in life after school and thats fine, i just cant seem to get over the fact that everybody has moved on sooo quickly, and have all just forgotten about our friendships. yer so thats it for now... i guess ill move along in time.. maybe im just being a little over dramatic?? mmm well keep posted... laterz